CHAPTER 61
Agony was a song in Lorcan’s blood, his
bones, his breath.
Every step of the horse, every leap she made over body and debris, sent it ringing afresh. There was no end, no mercy from it. It was all he could do to keep in the saddle, to
cling to consciousness.
To keep his arm around Elide.
She had come for him. Had found him,
somehow, on this endless battlefield.
His name on her lips had been a summons he could never deny, even when death had held him so gently, nestled beneath all those
he’d felled, and waited for his last breaths.
And now, charging toward that too-distant keep, so far behind the droves of soldiers and riders racing for the gates, he wondered if these minutes would be his last. Her last.
She had come for him.
Lorcan managed to glance toward the dam on their right. Toward the ruk rider signaling that it was only a matter of minutes until it
unleashed hell over the plain.
He didn’t know how it had become weakened. Didn’t care.
Farasha leaped over a pile of Valg bodies, and Lorcan couldn’t stop his moan as warm blood dribbled down his front and back.
Still Elide kept urging the horse onward, kept them on as straight a path toward the
distant keep as possible.
No ruk would come to sweep them up. No, his luck had been spent in surviving this long,
in her finding him. His power would do
nothing against that water.
The farthest lines of panicked soldiers appeared, and Farasha charged past them.
Elide let out a sob, and he followed the line
of her sight.
To the keep gate, still open.
“Faster, Farasha!” She didn’t hide the raw terror in her voice, the desperation.
Once the dam broke, it would take less than a minute for the tidal wave to reach them.
She had come for him. She had found him.
The world went quiet. The pain in his body faded into nothing. Into something secondary.
Lorcan slid his other arm around Elide, bringing his mouth close to her ear as he said, “You have to let me go.”
Each word was gravelly, his voice strained nearly to the point of uselessness.
Elide didn’t shift her focus from the keep
ahead. “No.”
That gentle quiet flowed around him, clearing the fog of pain and battle. “You have to. You have to, Elide. I’m too heavy—and without my weight, you might make it to the keep in time.”
“No.” The salt of her tears filled his nose.
Lorcan brushed his mouth over her damp cheek, ignoring the roaring pain in his body.
The horse galloped and galloped, as if she might outrace death itself.
“I love you,” he whispered in Elide’s ear.
“I have loved you from the moment you picked up that axe to slay the ilken.” Her tears flowed past him in the wind. “And I will be with you …” His voice broke, but he made himself say the words, the truth in his heart. “I will be with you always.”
He was not frightened of what would come for him once he tumbled off the horse. He was
not frightened at all, if it meant her reaching
the keep.
So Lorcan kissed Elide’s cheek again, allowed himself to breathe in her scent one last time. “I love you,” he repeated, and began to withdraw his arms from around her waist.
Elide slapped a hand onto his forearm. Dug in her nails, right into his skin, fierce as any
ruk.
“No.”
There were no tears in her voice. Nothing but solid, unwavering steel.
“No,” she said again. The voice of the Lady of Perranth.
Lorcan tried to move his arm, but her grip would not be dislodged.
If he tumbled off the horse, she would go with him.
Together. They would either outrun this or
die together.
“Elide—”
But Elide slammed her heels into the horse’s sides.
Slammed her heels into the dark flank and screamed, “FLY, FARASHA.” She cracked the
reins. “FLY, FLY, FLY!”
And gods help her, that horse did.
As if the god that had crafted her filled the mare’s lungs with his own breath, Farasha gave a surge of speed.
Faster than the wind. Faster than death.
Farasha cleared the first of the fleeing Darghan cavalry. Passed desperate horses and riders at an all-out gallop for the gates.
Her mighty heart did not falter, even when Lorcan knew it was raging to the point of
bursting.
Less than a mile stood between them and the keep.
But a thunderous, groaning crack cleaved
the world, echoing off the lake, the mountains.
There was nothing he could do, nothing that brave, unfaltering horse could do, as the dam ruptured.
Rowan began praying for those on the plain, for the army about to be wiped away, as the
dam broke.
Standing a few feet away, Yrene was whispering her prayers, too. To Silba, the goddess of gentle deaths. May it be quick, may it be painless.
A wall of water, large as a mountain, broke free. And rushed toward the city, the plain,
with the wrath of a thousand years of
confinement.
“They’re not going to make it,” Fenrys hissed, eyes on Lorcan and Elide, galloping toward them. So close—so close, and yet that wave would arrive in a matter of seconds.
Rowan made himself stand there, to watch the last moments of the Lady of Perranth and his former commander. It was all he could offer: witnessing their deaths, so he might tell the story to those he encountered. So they
would not be forgotten.
The roaring of the oncoming wave became
deafening, even from miles away.
Still Elide and Lorcan raced, Farasha
passing horse after horse after horse.
Even up here, would they escape the wave’s reach? Rowan dared to survey the battlements, to assess if he needed to get the others, needed to get Aelin, to higher ground.
But Aelin was not at his side.
She was not on the battlement at all.
Rowan’s heart halted. Simply stopped beating as a ruddy-brown ruk dropped from the skies, spearing for the center of the plain.
Arcas, Borte’s ruk. A golden-haired woman
dangling from his talons.
Aelin. Aelin was—
Arcas neared the earth, talons splaying.
Aelin hit the ground, rolling, rolling, until she
uncoiled to her feet.
Right in the path of that wave.
“Oh gods,” Fenrys breathed, seeing her,
too.
They all saw her.
The queen on the plain.
The endless wall of water surging for her.
The keep stones began shuddering. Rowan threw out a hand to brace himself, fear like nothing he had known ripping through him as Aelin lifted her arms above her head.
A pillar of fire shot up around her, lifting her hair with it.
The wave roared and roared for her, for the army behind her.
The shaking in the keep was not from the
wave.
It was not from that wall of water at all.
Cracks formed in the earth, splintering
across it. Spiderwebbing from Aelin.
“The hot springs,” Chaol breathed. “The valley floor is full of veins into the earth
itself.”
Into the burning heart of the world.
The keep shook, more violently this time.
The pillar of fire sucked back into Aelin.
She held out a hand before her, her fist closed.
As if it would halt the wave in its tracks.
He knew then. Either as her mate or
carranam, he knew.
“Three months,” Rowan breathed.
The others stilled.
“Three months,” he said again, his knees wobbling. “She’s been making the descent into her power for three months.”
Every day she had been with Maeve, bound
in iron, she had gone deeper. And she had not tapped too far into that power since they’d freed her because she had kept making the plunge.
To gather up the full might of her magic.
Not for the Lock, not for Erawan.
But for Maeve’s death blow.
A few weeks of descent had taken her powers to devastating levels. Three months of
it …
Holy gods. Holy rutting gods.
And when her fire hit the wall of water now
towering over her, when they collided—
“GET DOWN!” Rowan bellowed, over the screaming waters. “GET DOWN NOW!”
His companions dropped to the stones, any
within earshot doing the same.
Rowan plummeted into his power.
Plummeted into it fast and hard, ripping out any remaining shred of magic.
Elide and Lorcan were still too far from the gates. Thousands of soldiers were still too far from the gates as the wave crested above
them.
As Aelin opened her hand toward it.
Fire erupted.
Cobalt fire. The raging soul of a flame.
A tidal wave of it.
Taller than the raging waters, it blasted
from her, flaring wide.
The wave slammed into it. And where water met a wall of fire, where a thousand years of confinement met three months of it, the world exploded.
Blistering steam, capable of melting flesh from bone, shot across the plain.
With a roar, Rowan threw all that remained of his magic toward the onslaught of steam, a wall of wind that shoved it toward the lake, the mountains.
Still the waters came, breaking against the flames that did not so much as yield an inch.
Maeve’s death blow. Spent here, to save the army that might mean Terrasen’s salvation. To spare the lives on the plain.
Rowan gritted his teeth, panting against his fraying power. A burnout lurked, deadly close.
The raging wave threw itself over and over and over into the wall of flame.
Rowan didn’t see if Elide and Lorcan made it into the keep. If the other soldiers and riders
on the plain stopped to gape.
Princess Hasar said, rising beside him, “That power is no blessing.”
“Tell that to your soldiers,” Fenrys snarled,
standing, too.
“I did not mean it that way,” Hasar snipped, and awe was indeed stark on her face.
Rowan leaned against the battlements, panting hard as he fought to keep the lethal
steam from flowing toward the army. As he cooled and sent it whisking away.
Solid hands slid under his arms, and then Fenrys and Gavriel were there, propping him
up between them.
A minute passed. Then another.
The wave began to lower. Still the fire
burned.
Rowan’s head pounded, his mouth going
dry.
Time slipped from him. A coppery tang
filled his mouth.
The wave lowered farther, raging waters quieting.
Then roaring turned to lapping, rapids into eddies.
Until the wall of flame began to lower, too.
Tracking the waters down and down and down. Letting them seep into the cracks of the earth.
Rowan’s knees buckled, but he held on to his magic long enough for the steam to lessen.
For it, too, to be calmed.
It filled the plain, turning the world into drifting mist. Blocking the view of the queen
in its center.
Then silence. Utter silence.
Fire flickered through the mist, blue turning to gold and red. A muted, throbbing
glow.
Rowan spat blood onto the battlement stones, his breath like shards of glass in his throat.
The glowing flames shrank, steam rippling past. Until there was only a slim pillar of fire,
veiled in the mist-shrouded plain.
Not a pillar of fire.
But Aelin.
Glowing white-hot. As if she had given herself so wholly to the flame that she had
become fire herself.
The Fire-Bringer someone whispered down the battlements.
The mist rippled and billowed, casting her
into nothing but a glowing effigy.
The silence turned reverent.
A gentle wind from the north swept down.
The veil of mist pulled back, and there she
was.
She glowed from within. Glowed golden, tendrils of her hair floating on a phantom
wind.
“Mala’s Heir,” Yrene breathed.
Down on the plain, Elide and Lorcan had halted.
The wind pushed away more of the drifting
mist, clearing the land beyond Aelin.
And where that mighty, lethal wave had
loomed, where death had charged toward
them, nothing remained at all.
For three months, she had sung to the darkness and the flame, and they had sung
back.
For three months, she had burrowed so deep inside her power that she had plundered undiscovered depths. While Maeve and Cairn had worked on her, she had delved. Never letting them know what she mined, what she
gathered to her, day by day by day.
A death blow. One to wipe a dark queen
from the earth forever.
She’d kept that power coiled in herself even after she’d been freed from the irons.
Had struggled to keep it down these weeks, the strain enormous. Some days, it had been easier to barely speak. Some days, swaggering arrogance had been her key to ignoring it.
Yet when she had seen that wave, when she had seen Elide and Lorcan choosing death
together, when she had seen the army that might save Terrasen, she’d known. She’d felt the fire sleeping under this city, and knew
they had come here for a reason.
She had come here for this reason.
A river still flowed from the dam, harmless
and small, wending toward the lake.
Nothing more.
Aelin lifted a glowing hand before her as blessed, cooling emptiness filled her at last.
Slowly, starting from her fingertips, the
glow faded.
As if she were forged anew, forged back
into her body.
Back into Aelin.
Clarity, sharp and crystal clear, filled its wake. As if she could see again, breathe again.
Inch by inch, the golden glow faded into
skin and bone. Into a woman once more.
Already, a white-tailed hawk launched
skyward.
But as the last of the glow faded, disappearing out through her toes, Aelin fell to her knees.
Fell to her knees in the utter silence of the world, and curled onto her side.
She had the vague sense of strong, familiar arms scooping her up. Of being carried onto a broad feathery back, still in those arms.
Of soaring through the skies, the last of the mist rippling away into the afternoon sun.
And then sweet darkness.
